Dear God,
Please be mindful of me.
Girl to womanhood and now womanhood to being a Lady, feels like years are going by with no change whatsoever,… Two days to be 29 years old, Mistakes behind and wishes ahead, I seek you Lord to bless me this year. Deep rooted desire to be my First and Middle name, which I’m neither now. Your word says “Do not be afraid; you will not be put to shame. Do not fear disgrace; you will not be humiliated. You will forget the shame of your youth and remember no more the reproach…” With all that is within me, I cry out to you My Lord. Please come and let the barren life be turned into the Garden of Eden. Let my lamentations change to songs of praise. Let my sins and unfaithfulness be turned to righteousness and purity. The shame of my Youth to Crown of God’s Glory in His Grace.
I seek thee earnestly, as I’ve done from Mid 2006. In my loneliness, abandonment and embarrassment , I’ve calmly accepted that suffering you have recompensed for my own Iniquity. It’s time that you have Mercy on me, Now. For its been long and I have no sign of light anywhere. Please Lord, Have Mercy on me. I’m but a man, who days are numbered and but a breath. Please forgive the sins of youth and have mercy on me. You set the solitary in the Families. You created the holy union. You are enthroned in Heaven, Providing pagan and your Children alike. Please provide for me. My needs are not materialistic. It is not self-seeking or societal want. My Need is legitimate, something I’ve been denied from since the day I could remember as a toddler. Lord, Please have mercy on me. I ask this in Jesus Name. Amen.
